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I think it's about time I talked about Kissshot-Acerolaorion-Heartunderblade. I believe it is my responsibility. I met her in the spring break between my second and third years of high school.That meeting was impactful, and also quite devastating. In any case, I think I had really bad luck ?? of course, that's the same as saying that I couldn't avoid bad luck whereas someone else could, butI don't think there ever was someone in my shoes. It's quite irresponsible for me to say that it was really bad luck that got me into this, maybe I should just accept that it was all my fault. In theend, I believe that it was me being me that started that chain of events.
A chain of events.
Without putting too much thought on it, I carelessly used that expression ?? but though I presented itas "a chain of events" just for argument's sake, I honestly don't know exactly how large this chain actually is. What event was it that started it all, what road did it follow, and how did it end? Ican't tell exactly. It's possible that even now it hasn't ended, or maybe it hasn't even started -- this is not a pretense or a play on words, I honestly believe that. In the end, I could only observeevents from my point of view, so I will never know what this chain of events really meant, or didn't mean, to people other than me. If I could listen to 'their' story, perhaps I would be able to graspthe whole deal to some extent -- but even then, I wouldn't expect to learn the real story.
It wouldn't be the truth, but what they recognized.
And that might be enough.
However, to begin with (andthat is the only thing I am sure of), the girl who was at the center of it all, Kissshot-Acerolaorion-Heartunderblade, was such an existence.
She has a meaning only for the observer.
She has adifferent meaning based on the observer.
The meaning would not be the same between fellow observers.
That would be ?? a vampire. It would probably be of no use explaining what exactly is a vampire....