Harmful Love

HARMFUL LOVE
I am really sorry dad
I think this will be the last time I can talk to you
really, I am sorry…
it is time you know the truth
I willbe brief and clear, she kills me dad

I knew her when I was fifteen
an elegant and smart man, presented her
I tried to reject it, I really tried
butthis man, hurt my dignity, saying I was not a man

Once I kissed her, I felt in love
she was my lover at night
and my company during my lonelinessShe was so perfect, that I did horrible things
in order to have her skin on my mouth,
in order to sniff her perfume.
I could not do anything withouther
I entered into her world
Do you know dad? When I met her, everything was great
there was no heaven or hell
there was no pain
she disconnectedme from reality and made mi fly

Now that I am in hospital,
I can not believe, the life in where she put me in
I know I am dying dad
doctors say Iwill be right,
but once they left my room, their faces show something is bad

I am only nineteen years old
and it is horrible to know I will notsurvive.
Please, make the others know, it is full of elegant men
I hope they take a good decision, different to mine.
I am sorry dad, but it is timethis are my last words, I am feeling bad
doctors do not enter anymore
I am waiting the time pass

Now I can say Heaven exists
and it is not theHeroin
I will be waiting there dad,
we will be together again
and we will enjoy all what we can’t
because I did not hear you.
Please forgive me dad.