Historia De Amor

Chapter 1
I watched him walk to me. I couldn't believe how buff he was, how muscular. Jacob had really filled out over the last few months. My eyes scanned his body, focusing on the area in his pants. I wondered how big he was and was determined to find out.
Ever since Edward left me four years ago, I have been a desolate shell. The hole in my chest is huge. It will never heal. It left mebitter and cynical. I now look at men differently; like objects. I don't want to be romanced; I just want to use them. I use them for my pleasure only. I have become something of a nymphomaniac, craving sex all the time. But purely for physical pleasure. I know I will never have the emotional connection I had with Edward. He is the only one that I would want to make love to me; the only one whom Iwould share my soul with. Everyone else, I use and throw away.
Jacob would be no different. I knew his feelings for me were different. But I wasn't opposed to a friend with benefits.
"It's so good to see you again," I said. He smiled at me and enveloped me in a hug. He was so warm, so inviting.
"You too, Bella," he replied. He pulled back and stared into my eyes. "You sure about this?"
"Totally.""Okay, then. I'm ready when you are." I took his hand and led him to my car. I was now living in Los Angeles. I needed sun after graduating from college. Jacob had graciously decided to spend a week with me. He was considering transferring to UCLA in the fall and wanted to see what goods LA had. I planned to show him the time of his life while he was here.
If he did transfer here, I couldcontinue to get my pleasure from him. No doubt he will be fun. Just looking over at him while driving to my apartment I could tell I was in for a wild ride.
"You okay?" I asked him. He looked nervous. "Yeah," he replied. "I just don't know what I'm doing, Bella."
I pulled into my parking space and we got out. "What do you mean?"
He sighed. "I haven't been with a woman before." I stared at him. "Whatdo you mean?" I asked again. He chuckled. "I'm a virgin, Bella."
I couldn't believe it. Jacob had a body to die for; how could he be a virgin? "Jacob, I'm sorry for my reaction. It just surprised me with how hot you are." He raised an eyebrow at me. "You think I'm hot?"
I nodded. "I wouldn't want to do this otherwise." He nodded. "Are you okay with it?"
"Yes," he said. He scanned my body,smirking. "Are you okay with me being a virgin?"
"Of course."
We entered my apartment. I went to the kitchen and pulled out some drinks. I only drank lager, so my fridge had Killian's in it. I went back to Jacob in my living room. He was checking out my bookcase.
"Wow, you have so many books." I chuckled.
"Yes, reading is a great pleasure for me. Almost as great as fucking." I scanned my eyes downhis body again. "Killians?"
His face lit up when I offered it to him. He took a big swig of it. "Whoa, careful tiger," I teased.
"Sorry, nervous," he said. I shook my head. "There's no reason to be nervous, Jake. It's just me."
We drank our beers and chatted about random stuff. Afterwards, I led him to the bedroom. Since I now knew he was a virgin, I knew I'd have to take the lead. Not aproblem for me, I usually was the initiator. But I was never turned down.
I shut the door and pulled my tee-shirt off over my head. His eyes grew big at my boldness. He dropped them to my chest and inhaled sharply. I had on my lacy red push-up bra. I smiled at him.
"See anything you like?" I asked. His breathing increased. "Yes," he said. He brought his hand up and cupped my breast. God, even throughthe fabric he felt great. My nipple hardened under his touch. And I wanted more.
"Touch me Jacob." He pulled me to him and kissed my neck. I didn't kiss on the lips; didn't do that since Edward left me. It was too personal, too intimate. I didn't want intimacy, I wanted physical pleasure.
"Ah…Jacob," I mumbled. He reached around and unclasped my bra. I raised my eyebrow at him. He smirked.
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