Motley crue

'X-Mas Is Hell' |
That's what people say at Christmas, right? Except normally they have someone to say it to. They have friends and family, And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys. They're not out of their minds,they're not writing in a diary, And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon. I didn't speak to a single person today. I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas. I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons. One, I have no friends left.Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before. And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life. It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life. Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted. Now that I've come down from the drugsit seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere. Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone. Or better yet, myself. |

VAN NUYS
don't want to die out here in the valley
Waiting for my luck to change
And I just want my dad to know
That I finally made it...Everybody gets high
Everybody gets low
Everybody gets bruised
Everybody gets sold

I don't want to die out here in the valley
You don't have to lie,
I know that's what I'll do
I don't want my mom to know
That I never loved my lifeAnd I sold my soul

Everybody gets high
Everybody gets low
Everybody gets bruised
Everybody gets sold
Everybody gets dark
Everybody unfolds
Everybody gets high
Everybody gets so low

And everyone'seyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys
Van Nuys

Everybody gets high
Everybody gets low
Everybody gets bruised
Everybody gets sold
Everybody gets dark
Everybody unfoldsEverybody gets high
Everybody gets so low

Well you don't know how to get back to your crawlspace
Underneath the dirt and the rust and the waste
But the sun sets fast these days.

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dryAnd nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys
Van Nuys

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die
In Van Nuys
Van--

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
Andnobody wants to die
In Van Nuys, oh

Everyone's eyes are blue
And everyone's mouth is dry
And nobody wants to die

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
You can’t quit until you try
You can’t live until you die
You can’t learn to tell the truth
Until you learn...