My Heroine

My Heroine:*
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of JOY arrives in me :’)
But sedation changes to panic & nausea
And breath starts to shorten
Andheartbeats pound softer! <3

YOU won’t try to save me!
You just want to HURT me
And leave me desperate!
You taught my HEART
A sense I never knew I had
I canforget the times that I was
Lost & depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it? YOU’RE MY HEROINE! :)

You won’t leave me alone
Chisel my heart out ofstone
I give in EVERYTIME!

You taught my heart
A sense I NEVER knew I had
I can forget the times that I was
LOST & DEPRESSED from the awful truth
How doyou do it? You’re my heroine!<3

I bet you LAUGH
At the thought of me thinking for myself
I bet you believe
That I’m better off with YOU than someoneelse :)

Your face arrives again..
All hope I had becomes SURREAL :’)
But under your covers more torture that pleasure
And just past your lips there’s moreanger than laughter
Not NOW or FOREVER will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I’ll break you, MY HABBIT!

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had!I can forget the times that I was
LOST and DEPRESSED from the awful truth
How do you do it? YOU’RE MY HEROINE!

I will save myself! :)

Yellow:*

Look atthe stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
Andit was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh, what things I’ve done
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah your skin
Turns into something beautiful