Poema ingles tears

I take a long breath for this could be my last..
i hold u into my arms without expekting any neglection…
its weird hou we ended up, from our wicked past..
we’re staring at thestars both on top of the car,
i remember hou i met u for just a couple of seconds..
not the time to think i say to myself
just kiss her just kiss her n make her never forget…
but iget involuntarly interrupted by a tear.
A tear!? But am not crying? Tell me wats the matter?
u make a little pause before answering.. n u say:
-i really miss him…
i miss watchingthe stars with him i miss his hugs
i miss when he said i luv u n then kissed me taking me by surprise..
i really miss him!! I really do!! I want him back n hold him tight!
I wanthim to come back n us 2 go out!
i want him so much just from thinking of the way he smiles.. “

my heart just crushed into the floor..
broke into little pieces n left the rest forblood..
der was nothing else to do.. only to swallow my feelings, cover dem with friendship…
friendship deep inside my throat..
but i luv u!! dont u see it!? I need u! just hou uneed him!!
Since da dey i met u i just couldnt resist it!
I was ment for u, but apparently u r not ment for me..
sometimes i want to kill him erase him from ur stupid little head!Vanish him from ur amazing intellectual brain…
but its in vain.. in vain my efforts are..
for every step i make… inside ur head u hold his hand n walk away..
n me.. i follow u withmy foolishness..
i follow u, i watch ur steps. It is fasinating to see ur face observe u enjoy my sight
hold u into my arms imagining u r mine n moving him aside.
of course i didntsay a word..
i stayed quiet like da coward i am like the coward u met…
n back 2 my reality a consolate ur sadness..
ders nothing else 2 do my dear nothing else but 2 clean ur tears…