Pregnancy

At first, she was scared as shit, I was more level headed, I

knew about the pills, but it wasnt my first option, so I told

her "you know there are pills, im not saying we should do it,

imsaying that if you want to have the baby, I'll be here by

your side, and become the ebst father I can be for our child,

but if you want to take the pills, I'll be here by your side

andbecome the best nurse I can for you"

When I seriously fall in love, I give myself out, every

single last ounce of me.

Anyways, after doing some heavy thinking, we decided, that,

eventough it'd have been beautiful... we were not mature

enough, nor had the economical support to have a child right

now, and besides we are both studying.

So we decided to get the pills, it waslike two weeks I took

investigating who was the most reliable provider, and what

were the risks and precautions I would take before using

them. So when the time came, I already had lots ofcarbohydrates-charged food, lots of drinkable serum and meds

for the pain, but I must say, that the time between the day

we knew she was pregnant, and the day we finished with itall... It felt way too surreal... her belly started to grow,

and her face seemed softer, she looked like the most

beautiful woman in the world for me..

I asked her "even if we are doing this,while I have the

chance, let me take care of my child."

She stayed at my place, I would woke up early so I could go

to Chedrahui to buy things like fruit, and food to make

breakfast and Iwoke her up with breakfast ready, in the

latter weeks I helped her wash her back so she wouldnt

stretch too much, because she was already too developed
and about one week before using thepills she woke up earlier

than me, and woke me up and said to me "its a girl."

I had a wird mix of feelings, I felt sad, because of what we

were going to do, but I felt the happiest man on...