Sense Of Life

2. Sense of life

Maybe you think money or finding your pair can be the meaning of your life, perhaps you are looking for the meaning in the opinions and the search of your friends and parents(among others) approval, but you feel as always: whit an strange internal feeling of despair and gap.

But what is more interesant is that you feel the sense of life for first time when yousuffer a big emotional shudder or when your life is in risk. It is, in that moments, when everything appear as clear as crystal, like it had been cleaned quickly. Have you ever done the experiment ofvisualize yourself in your own funeral? The experiment of imagine yourself the memory you want to leave among your friends and family? If you have not do it yet imagine for an instance that it is atomb, that you are present at your own funeral and that you open the lid so you can see who is inside and for your surprise it is yourself, it is your own funeral.

Think for a while, why do youwant people who is going to your funeral to remember you? What would you want to obtain or get? Maybe have experimented? Or maybe have lived a life based in the truth? Perhaps both?

I get reallysurprised when I made this exercise, i thought in love, in the seemingly ''silly'' details of the life. What was more surprising was that I had not thought on money, on houses, on cars... not on thiskind of things.
In the biblical book ''Proverbios'' it is said: ''I have seen that there is not anything better for the human that making himself happy whit the fruit of the work, it is the gift ofGod''

¿What makes you happy? Little things can be, from playing football to doing mathematics.
In what is personal, really few things make me happy: be summoned to play weekend's match withmy footbal team and play with the first-team players and be constance in terms of study, as well as meet my friends at weekends and have fun with them. Also come home and find a just cooked meal...