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I´m starting to wonder, honestly, what the hell am i do?
There some many people what spend all their entire time asking me why youare who you are?
Well, the thing is what, that people are all, or must of them, on my head.
I need something better.
I think that Ishould leave of this world of crazy madness, I just don’t know
Maybe that’s the thing that I have been searching for.

Some days Ican´t sleep
Some other days I can´t find myself out
Why I have to go through on all of this bullshit?
Why I cannot go on, and enjoy allI have on my hands?
I don’t have this on my own control, but that is one of thousands of answers, I think.
Or is just another foolishthink that just pass on my head for one moment.
I JUST DON’T KNOW

I feel like with the time, I’m going to be fading!
I don’treally have to bother or feel bother by that.
But the problem is that I can´t get those thinks out of my head
I’m trying to be fall inlove just to be happy.
WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING!!??
That is not the way to find the real happiness.

The other thing is whatthe people think that they can read you like a fucking book
When they not even know who really you are
I always say that those peoplelive each one in a dam hole!
I’m constantly trying to figure that out, but I think that I have to keep continue with that question.