Autobiografia De Ville Valo

THE HEROIN DIARIES

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This book and journey is
dedicated to all the alcoholics
and drug addicts who have had the
courage to face their demons
and to pass on the message
that there is hope and light
at the end of the tunnel.

I neverthought Nikki Sixx would live beyond third Mötley
Crüe People like me, Bowie John were professional than
us–he used needles, which we never Nikki went further Jim
Morrison well and lot of him. When Jim weren’t shocked
because shocked that he had the album. and Elton abusers
but we dared to do. I knew Nikki reminded me a died at
twenty-seven, he had died; we were got that far in the firstplace.
—Alice Cooper

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I would like to extend a huge French kiss and a supersized thank you to the players who had the moxie to
tell their side of this dark and sometimes tasteless
story. In not knowing whether the outcome would be
spectacular or disastrous, you still rose to the
challenge without fear. Your insight and truth helped
create this book, which I hope paints afuller picture
of addiction.
To Ian, who hounded, pushed and coaxed me to stay
on the path of truth and discovery, and who did
thankless hours of research and interviews to fill in
the gaps in my scribblings. Thank you, Ian. Your
talent and passion speak volumes in this book.
And to those of you who didn’t have the balls or
courage to return calls or emails, or out and out just
lied andsaid “OK” but then went underground
thinking being in this book might “tarnish your
image.” It’s clearer to me now more than ever why
you are who you are in life–and that is simply
spineless.

CONTENTS
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
A SHORT MEDICAL DICTIONARY
A SHORT ALTERNATIVE MEDICAL DICTIONARY
WITH DR. LEMUEL PILLMEISTER
KEY PLAYERS IN THESE TORRID TALES
(OTHERWISE KNOWN AS PARTNERS-IN-CRIME)INTRODUCTION
MERRY CHRISTMAS, WELL, THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE
SAY AT CHRISTMAS, RIGHT?
ONE COULD SAY THAT I’VE BEEN HAVING A 10CC
LOVE AFFAIR
WHEN I’M LOSING MY MIND, THE ONLY THING THAT
CAN SAVE ME IS HEROIN.
BLOOD WAS SPURTING ALL OVER THE CLOSET…
AND I WAS JUST SLAMMING THE DRUGS
ANYPLACE UNDER MY SKIN PRAYING THEY
WOULD TAKE THE PAIN AWAY…

DOES MY ILLNESS HANG DFE DF ME LIKE A
FUCKINGSMELL?
HE ASKED ME TO GET ON MY KNEES AND PRAY TO
GOD TO LOSE THIS OBSESSION WITH DRUGS
MAYBE HAVING THESE DEALERS FOLLOW US IS A
BAD IDEA
A HEAD-ON COLLISION WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN
YET I WAS TOO STUBBORN TO TAKE A HINT
THIS HAS BECOME THE AIRPORT BLOWOOB TOUR
PRETTY GOOD SHOW CONSIDERING THE
SQUIRRELS AND ICE CREAM TRUCKS
I’M OVER DRUGS AND I KNOW THEY'RE OVER ME…
DRUGS MAKE IT BETTER-DRUGSMAKE IT WORSE
P.S. I DIDN’T TELL ANYBODY I SCORED A BALLOON
OF PERSIAN
…HE SAYS IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR WAYS
YOU WONT LIVE UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR
THAT'S NOT VERY ROCK 'N' ROLL, IS IT?

A Short Medical Dictionary
Definitions from wikipedia.org
addiction ( -d k'sh n) n.
A compulsion to repeat a behavior regardless of its
consequences. A person who is addicted is sometimes
called...