Honest

Honest: honorable in principles, intentions, and actions; upright and fair
During our years together we have been building a home and though it will be a task that will never finish we must alwaysstrive for the best so we can reap the benefits of a loving home. A home that is based in honesty, and that hides nothing between us, to include past, present and future. We have come acrossobstacles along the way and many more will come, but how can we get over the biggest hurdle of our lives when we are only trying to fix it your way. It is easy for you to say forgive and forget because you asthe wrong doer might want to erase that from our lives, but the truth is that I am also greatly affected by the unfolding of the events. Every day I have questions, when we are talking about happythings, when I’m taking a shower, when you are away and when you are close it is a constant reminder of what happened and what might happen. Your attitude has been to brush off the subject but in orderto fix a problem one has to find the catalyst and analyze the unfolding of events. I know it might be hard for you to hear this, but the truth is I don’t trust you and the more you hide things from methe more suspicious I’m going to become and though you might want to blame me, in the end it was you who brought yourself here. I’ve always been very trusting and lenient in many ways but I’m sorryto say that once the trust is gone it takes more than “please don’t think about it, nothing happened” for me to forget. Many times you have said that we are a family, but how can we be a family withsecrets? Many of your actions today lead me to believe that we are not the “family” you say but just a mere couple that hides a thing or two from the other. If our intentions with one another arethose then by all means let’s deal with the issues you created your way (though I’m sure that it had been me everything would be handled differently) and continue keeping things from each other, in the...