Lalala

My lovely bird,
I missed you so much my heart is aching. I can’t feel anything. I miss your touch, the warm skin of yours on mine. I can’t believethat I miss this little small things since we’re kids. I’m too scared to explore my feelings, until that day. And now, I’m losing you You’re my everything.You’re everything to me, little bird. You’re my world. I miss sleeping next to you, feeling your little small arms around my waist while you talksabout your day in your sleep. I can feel your heart beating softly. I like when you ask me whether you look beautiful or not because it gave me an excuse toflatter you. I spoil you, because I love you. You deserve everything you want. I’m scared, sweetheart. I’m scared of losing you. I’m scared that when Iwake up the next morning, you won’t be on my side. I’m scared that every time I wake up, you won’t be singing in the bathroom. I’m scared that I’llhave to live every second of my life alone without you. I’ll be lost without you on my sight, I swear on my own life. I love you so much. Please live forme. I beg you. I love you. I want to marry you. Remember when we used to play fake marriage when we’re kids. I’m the father and you’re the mother. Wekissed remember. I’m your first kiss . I want to have kids with you. I want to die with you. Please live for me. Fight for me, sweetheart.  I beg you. Ibeg you, I love you so much, babe. I love you so much.F rom the  hopeless guy who’s in love with you since we were young, innocent kids.
Zayn Jawaad Malik