Nothing Else Matters

28/08/12
Nothing Else Matters
Nothing will matter some years from now.Not the rumors we spread, not the errors we made, not the tears we shed for all those people whose opinions used to matter somuch. It won’t matter and trying to make everyone happy or get along with me won’t be as important when it comes to me being happy.
I’ve been through ups and downs. I have smiled, laughed, andplayed, yet I’ve hated myself for silly things. I’ve cried myself to sleep, and I have asked myself, “Is all this pain worth it...?” Others don’t know what I’ going through, nor what I’ve been through, butI wish they did so they could tell how much their words hurt me.There have been several dark moments in my life in which I have suffered of deep depression, because of unfortunate events and countlessproblems that have kept and accumulated in my heart, and during this times, all this words gathered up when I felt alone and melancholic lingered in my head. “Stupid! Loser!” those words wouldn’t letme sleep, and I could no longer concentrate on anything positive in my life, I became aloof and no longer cared. I was down and no one could bring me back up.
Yet one day I realized that all thosewords didn’t mean anything. After all when I graduate I will be just “another brick in the wall.” The people that once said those words will hopefully realize that all the mistakes I made, everymistake they took so seriously, wasn’t that important, and that the labels they put on me aren’t real because they didn’t really know me nor the way I think. It doesn’t matter what they tell me now, becausein a couple years it will be just an old memory that I won’t bother thinking about.It will be in the past and their words will no longer affect me, a Kurt Cobain once said, “I’d rather be hated forwho I am than loved for who I’m not.” I won’t let people’s words change me so I can feel like I belong, yet I will use their words as an example of how I shouldn’t treat people.
I believe words hurt...