Ayuda

Hello my love!
I do not know what brings me to write if I have you with me every minute ... there may be things that I say and maybe I have no strength to say to you from the front, as Iam sure I pour into tears, and I know you do not like me mourn ... is hard to start, it hurts just thinking about it ...

I feel that our end is near and it's killing me a little moreeach day. I want you to understand that when I call "my life", as there are only two words, is a reflection of who you are as I feel that "something" that keeps me alive, that I like blood inmy veins and my heart beats emits ...

Do not think I do not think much of us, at times I wanted to even finish this already!, Thinking that I might not cost much forget ... But I can noteven try because I collapse only imagine, and then lying on my bed in tears and I think back and think ...

Finally I decided to stay with you, taking advantage of the love you give me,so long as God wants, or even when the time of your departure.

I do not know why life shows us a beautiful face at first and then we will slaughtering little by little to finally leaveus almost living dead. I know this whole situation not only hurts me, because I know that you love me too, and not think about it though, I can not forget even at night when I sleep, in mydreams you are there ... Until I saw you marry another while I do that I look to the side ...

Do not think it's easy to escape from the traps, deceptions and trickery of the mind ... no,it is not easy. But I feel comfort when I wake up and see you're still with me, dormidito, never imagining I'm living in my mind ... and after living this slide of emotions, I try to act asif nothing had happened, I try and imagine happy smile.

Lately my days are like that, my love, you know? I feel that every day I love you more and more, but cost more then I forget.